Hi. Hello. Hi.
It's been months since the last time I opened this account. How are you people? I've been through a lot during those months, and I really miss writing here. In less than a month I will go to College already. And I'm sooooo excited at the same time nervous. But this time, I'm sure that I am a better person than I am years ago. Thanks to High School. And yes, I will miss my hs friends. :)

RANDOM POST AGAIN.

I don't have anything to do kase. I want to go somewhere with my friendssss. but I'm not sure if my mom would allow me because I still have a lot of things to accomplish for my college. So yeah. that's it. :)
I missyoulivejournal! :D

Let go of the wheel and let God drive. Have faith, and you will get to your destination much faster.

Before I put a period to this verrrrrrry tiring but fun day, I'll record it first.

I woke up at 5 am. Because I have to go to LB. The place that can make me happy no matter what my problems are. Sooooo, hi fresh air, hi flowers, hi trees and hi peace of mind. the place + the people I'm with = HAPPINESS. :) Then, after our refreshment session, we went to St. Therese Church. It's beautiful. the place + the people I'm with + the church = HAPPINESSmultipliedbytwo. Then there's a tarpaulin hangging near the gate that says something about God's love. All that I can remember is "despite the ugliness.... the beauty of God's love remains." Then, the architectural design of that church is really beautiful. Whoever designed that church, thank you :) Haha. Someday, somewhere... I will do something more beautiful than that <3 hayy. :) Then we ate at Chowking because KFC is under repair. I just can't understand, why does it have to rain every time I go to LB. 

Then we decided to go straight to SM to look for a book about economics. So we end up at booksale. Hayy Books, another loveeee. <3 I think we spent more than an hour inside the store, and if I could just be there for a whole day, I would. Because when I'm surrounded with books, I don't care about time anymore. You will just see me in the corner holding books, books, and books. Then my friends called me na, and they decided to play at quantum. Dance Maniax to be specific. Unfortunately. The guys before us are so good, that we ended up going to National Bookstore to buy some stuffs. Bookstore means boooooooooooks again. Hayy <3

I arrived home at almost 6.30 pm? And it's my niece's 2nd birthday.
This day is just full of funnnnnn. I don't think about my problems anymore. As long as they're happy, I'll continue what I'm doing even though it's hard. :) And about the issues, I'll just keep my mouth shout. What's the point of explaining myself if I'm already judged? Wala na diba. So I'll let them. I'll be happy with my life. I hope that they are too. And I'll focus more on God and not on temporary things. I'll give more attention to my studies, and I'll spend every hour of my senior year as happy as I could. 


That's all for now. I have to compose a poem pa for our nutrition day. tsk :">
Godbless and take care. Keep smiling. Positive thoughts lang! :D

 Yes, I didn't go to school today. Not because I'm sick or whatever, because I'm tired. I want to go away from my problems, even just for a day. Then after this day, I'll face them. I'll face everything and I'll do the right thing. 
Let's face it, I'm human. I smile, I laugh, I make mistakes, I frown, I cry, a lot, and sometimes, smiling and acting like you don't care is the easiest thing to do, instead of crying and trying to make people understand how you really feel. I'm not a superhero, and I will never be. So don't expect that I'll always have the right decisions while facing the harsh realities of life. I will constantly commit mistakes.

Nakakapagod.
Masakit eh.
Tagusan.
Nagpapatunay lang to na isa kong nilalang na normal. Nasasaktan.
May maalat na tubig na namang tumulo sa pisngi ko kanina.
Masakit kse tlga.
Hindi ko inakalang dadaan lang sila at siya para mag-hi. 

 It's Monday again tomorrow. Honestly, I want to skip school, even just for a day. No, make it a week. I badly need a vacation. I want to refresh my mind. I want to think things over. Everything around me is going complicated, and I did not expect these things to happen to me as early as now. And the bad thing is that, I don't have anything to do, I'm done with my homeworks and my projects, which gives me time to think about things. It's better when I have a lot of things to do, it keeps me away from my personal problems. Come on, give me something to do. I'm really desperate to be busy, HAHAHA. I'm even asking my schoolmates if they have some homeworks or reports because I'll be glad to do it for them.

I want to solve some math problems, haha. I don't know why, maybe I want to get that feeling when you have solved a really hard math problem. It's fulfilling. Worthless. 

Okay. Sorry for this random post. I just want to write something, because I don;t have anything to do. ;)

Take care eveyone. :)

 No homeworks, projects, reports or any deadlines. 

A weekend at the beach with the valuable people in my my life. I must also have a good book to read and my favorite coffee made by my cousin. Just plain happiness and no dramas or whatever. 


That's the perfect weekend for me, :)

Between faith and city lights, I realized what I want in this chaotic world.
I want to be there, I need to be there.
The sweet air brushing through my skin makes me want to come back for more and stay there. 
The dancing trees and the song of their leaves will be the best show for today and forever.
Indeed, God is the best artist.
Everything that He created is filled with love and life.
He is truly amazing, no, He's beyond amazing. 


I went to UPLB this morning, and yes, I totally love the place. All my life I wanted to study at Manila, UST to be specific, but when I saw nature I realized that there is where I want to be. I've been to places full of nature's simplicity, but this place is different, there's something in there that makes me want to come back for more. I want to be a part of it, I want to take care of it. That, makes me want to take a course related to nature, trees or flowers. God's love is everywhere.

Slowly, I'm finding out what I really want with my life. And I can't thank God enough for this life, for nature, for everything.